Waffling

I'm back then...

Well where to start. The last two blogs had a real "feel sorry for yourself much pal" feel to them so i guess i should be happier in this  as i'm quite a happy, easy going guy.


Right now i am LOVING the fact i'm a home owner still, feels so good to know i've worked so hard and it's paying off, however my house definitely needs a womans touch for the decorating. I mean i am very house proud, house is always tidy, just when it comes to decorating i might need an helping hand, haha!

I've played Sunday league football for the last 10 years maybe & it just seems that i've finally fallen out of love with playing. I think a mix of the team changing personel last season when i was out with a hernia, me loving the gym & wanting to enjoy my time off has made me seriously consider giving it up. One things for sure i'll be handing the captaincy to someone who enjoys it, loves playing and hes a never say die attitude, like i used to have i guess.
I'm still looking to find a special someone in my life, but i'm not going to be down about it just now. I've been on a few dates with people i've met online (i know, ridiculous that it's come to this) & they all seem nice enough but i want to meet someone and think to myself, i don't want to go another day without this person in my life right now. I got some advice last night from a friend of mine, just telling them to be myself and be true to myself. Just the standard advice you'd get from everyone but once in a while you actually stop and think about it & last night/today i did exactly that. Who am i? Am i true to myself? Why don't i let anyone know just how insecure i can be at times? Well simply because i'm scared they wouldn't want to know me if i wasn't as confident as i seem. I guess thats the same with everyone, i hope anyway?
Just watching x factor right now, laughing at Rylan getting through. Let's face it, the blokes an idiot and he's not a great singer but he makes me laugh so much. I think Gary Barlow is being out of order a bit by storming off, he's the bloke who put through Frankie Cocozza last year, a fella who couldn't sing.
I have one follower on here, Hannah Hindmarsh & she's probably as famous on these blogs. So much so that she had to get her own website www.hannahsbow.co.uk . Hindy is helping me out on these blogs when i get stuck so massive thanks!
I'm sure i'll be back to waffle something that might one day be of interest to you haha